The weekend I’ve been anticipating with a mixture of feelings has arrived.
Why mixed feelings, you ask? Well, let me try to explain.
I’ve been reading a lot of energy updates which target this weekend as one in which some pretty sweeping changes will be set off. The solar eclipse on Sunday is certainly part of the problem, but other alignments and misalignments will also be suspect!
But this is also the weekend of my high school reunion, and people started arriving today to share our casual evening at the Cantina tonight. It was so good to see faces which, while maybe not so familiar now, certainly bring back memories of a more innocent time. Tonight we got to share a relaxing evening, catching up, getting to know spouses, and just sharing a few laughs. Tomorrow, I’ll spend time with a friend or two before getting into my Sunday best for a more formal evening of dining, dancing and, yes, more talking and hugging! Then we’ll finish off our celebration with brunch on Sunday for those who might still be ready for a little more time with each other.
But this energy thing is certainly making itself felt! Although I was able to hyper focus for a good part of the day, there were unusual delays and interruptions throughout the day, until my momentum finally just hit a wall! I know I can resume my efforts on Monday, but have my doubts as to how smoothly it might go, given, not only the last two days, which were craziness personified, but also the energy of the next couple, which could well tear my best laid plans assunder!
I’m reading that it is similar to being in the birth canal, being pushed and shoved and squashed, but sent ever forward until that moment, which can be somewhat traumatic, when you emerge into a new place with new noises, strange lights, odd smells and less protection from outside forces. Check here if you’d like to see what I’ve been readng: http://www.thepowerpath.com/index.php/power-path-home/the-power-path/monthly-forecast/577-november-forecast-2013
As usual, I felt the quickening a couple of days ahead of time, so while everyone else might not really start to feel the pressure to emerge for another day or so, I’ve been experiencing it most of the week. I’m liable to come flying out, instead of a gentle sliding into the world, but my normal state is anything but patient, so it’s fitting that I emerge with a virtual bang.
I’m trying to be sensitive to the changes occurring for the people around me, but along with my distraction seems to come a feeling that I can only focus on myself for right now. My energy just isn’t available to everyone who might need it. I’m going to be somewhat selfish for the next few weeks, giving of my energy only when I really want to, and the rest of the time, only a select few will be my beneficiaries.
It’s really an interesting juggling act, to be uber responsible on the one hand, and completely let go and trust in Source on the other. It seems that the mundane responsibilities need to be dealt with right now, perhaps to clear the way for the more creative, esoteric ones which will be filling all of the space by month-end. It really is like a house cleaning, but one in which you get all of the mundane tasks cleared and filed away so your work area is clear for energy work, the arts, and other things which rely on faith in yourself, the energy of the Universe and a number of factors which aren’t exactly tangible, but can be felt all the same.
I have an urge to reorganize my office, moving things around, and clearing out that which no longer serves me. I feel I’m going to need the space for the new things coming into my life, and that I’d best have the space available before I’m going to need it or the juggling act will resemble the guys with the spinning plates when the big, floppy, shaggy dog runs through them to get at the cat.
As I’m not a fan of flying, crashing explosions of crockery, my choice is to get it packed safely away before it is at risk for mass destruction
So the next week or two look to be a time of both mental and physical purging. Clearing out the old to make room for the new which is coming, whether there is room or not, so I might as well make everyone comfortable!
My gratititudes tonight are:
1. I am grateful for the opportunity to reconnect with old friends.
2. I am grateful for the opportunity to let go of those things which no longer serve me.
3, I am grateful for the choices I’m making and the fact that I can just trust in everything working out as it’s supposed to without actually knowing how that will happen.
4. I am grateful for a plan to put some discipline into my world including work schedules, gym viisits, house cleaning and other tasks which, when put on a regular schedule, seem to get done without us realizing they’re being handled.
5. I am grateful for my ability to turn some areas where I have exhibited negativity into something positive and productive.
Love and light.
