What can I say?  I’ve apparently found the groove when it comes to mind blowing meditations!  The best part is, the love and crazy positive energy is flowing right out into the rest of my life!  The last couple of dance nights, I’ve come home hoarse from talking so much to so many people, yet I’ve also danced my behind off!  How can that be??? 

I do have to say that spending so much time alone these days really makes me appreciate the time I get to spend with friends a whole lot more!  But then, I’m rarely in the presence of cranky people or those who are so busy with their own agenda that they don’t treat others as well as they should. 

The best thing about going dancing when you’re a veritable lightning rod of energy is that the glow you put off attracts more energy!  Quite often tonight, I felt the energy from some of the spectators feeding mine and making me burn that much brighter.  It’s not the same as having that special person watching you while you dance, filling you with love and affection, but it is definitely a close second!  I hope that all of the strangers who fed me energy tonight go home feeling just a little happier than they did when they came into the club.  Not only that, despite being on the floor for long periods of time, and sweating my brains out, not once did I feel out of breath!  It’s like my stamina went through the roof with all of the energy it was getting!  (wish I could say the same for my feet!  They’re calling me all sorts of unkind names tonight!)

I did learn, today, that it is a good thing to check in with your chakras periodically.  I was experiencing discomfort in my stomach and figured that it had something to do with my solar plexus chakra.  Starting with the root chakra, I checked energy and filled each chakra with bright, white light.  When I reached the solar plexus, there was a lot of mud and dirt around and inside it.  Realizing that it was getting too much help from my root chakra, I backed some of the energy off before cleaning out the debris.  Though it was a slow process, it was worth the effort as I then found that it wasn’t getting enough support from my heart chakra. 

Long story short, by the time I’d cleared and balanced all of my chakras, I found myself, once again, in that elevated vibrational state which radiated pure love and ecstasy.  I’m also no longer finding myself nodding off when I meditate, but rather, I’ve become an active, lucid participant in the process. 

I don’t really know why things have suddenly changed, but I’m certainly not going to questions something so amazing and energizing.  I find myself wanting only to radiate love wherever I go, and that it’s easier to turn my negative thoughts quickly, even when faced with people who may have been unkind.  I find understanding and compassion are right at my fingertips, and am just a lot more tolerant.  If nothing else, this is proving to be an amazing improvement in the person I know as me. 

I keep reading and hearing that the way to change the world is to change yourself.  I guess it finally sank in, and I’m doing my best to make my contribution.

My gratitudes tonight are:
1. I am grateful for positive changes which occur seemingly without my knowledge or input.
2. I am grateful for all of the amazing and wonderful people who are in my life.
3. I am grateful for the abundance we all have at our fingertips, like an enormous meal laid out on a buffet.
4. I am grateful that all we want or need is there, simply for the asking.
5. I am grateful for evolution.

Love and light.