This year has gone faster than a bullet train, but the last three months have certainly been the speediest. In a conversation today, as well as in energy updates, we are seeing a lot of changes occurring, and my life certainly is proof that what everyone is predicting is coming to pass.
How people handle these changes varies from person to person, though part of it may just be where they are in their lives. Those who have the combined stress of work and parenthood seem to be having a tougher time with it, although, from the outside looking in, there may well be other factors that I just don’t see. Part of the Ascension process involves dealing with the things you still carry but no longer need. Letting go can be an extremely traumatic experience.
Part of it might just be, for me, that I’ve been letting go of things for awhile now, and it no longer causes me the pain it has in the past. Certainly, letting go of some things is harder than others, but the things I’m letting go of this month are bringing me nothing but joy. The new disciplines I’m learning are also bringing me a great deal of joy because they are helping me to realize my wildest dreams is beautiful, living technicolor!
I do know that if I had begun this process 10 years ago when I still had two teenagers in the house, things could well have been quite different. But it is clear to me that joining the ART Apprentice program came at exactly the right time for me, just as Loki’s passing came at just the right time for both her and me. Just as the 50,000 word challenge came at just the right time for me. And just as quitting my job is coming at the right time, and is exactly what I need right now!
Regardless of whether timing seems right or wrong, the changes are going to occur. Like anything else in life, the way we handle the changes and challenges has a lot to do with the lessons we’ve spent this lifetime learning, and those we are having the most trouble with.
For me, I find that certain people challenge me (read, try my patience), so I know that they are being put into my life for a reason. I still have a lot to learn in the way of patience. But they also challenge me to love, forgive, accept and refrain from judging. As long as I am still guilty of the sins, I will continue to be presented with lessons to prove that I have learned the lessons.
So in this month of December when Adjustment is called for, I will be realigning my life, expanding my horizons, finishing my novel (the first in the series), doing some side work, the amount is yet to be determined, and continuing to do things to improve me. I know that the single most important thing I need to do is to maintain my positivity, and the way to do that is to practice an attitude of gratitude. If it becomes necessary to walk away from one or two people in my life, I’ll know that to do so is best for both of us. We will have satisfied the purpose we had in each others’ lives and will, hopefully, be grateful for the experience, however brief it might have been.
So in keeping with my plan, tonight’s gratitudes are:
1. I am grateful for the people who come into my life for a reason to help me learn a particular lesson. Without them, I wouldn’t grow.
2. I am grateful for different perspectives. They make me more compassionate with those who are finding adapting to be more difficult than I am.
3. I am grateful for opportunities to just let go.
4. I am grateful for the way my cats keep an eye on me when I’m home, seldom allowing me to be alone in a room for long.
5. I am grateful for the love and encouragement of my friends, and their willingness to celebrate with me, whether the reason is large or small.
Love and light.